Catherine
For those of you that don’t already know me, my name is Catherine, I’m 32 years old, and am a final year Physician Associate student at Newcastle University. I used to be a Certified Exercise Practitioner for Falls and Parkinson’s Disease; however, I decided to retrain and change career path when I started to have falls – which my patients and my husband found hilarious! I remember having an uncomfortable twitchy feeling in my legs when sat at my desk at work, and I used to get very tired to the point where I had to start pacing my activity. I was also unable to queue, and stand and browse at the supermarket (at the time I didn’t know why), so I would pop to the shop for one or two items everyday and used the self-checkout.
Following a series of falls in the summer of 2018, I went to the GP and asked to be referred to neurology. I was diagnosed with OT in March 2019 at my first neurology appointment. At the time I had an essential tremor in my hands, and the OT affecting my arms and legs. Since that time my OT has progressed quite rapidly, and I now have a tremor in my jaw as well. I was reviewed by the same neurologist in March this year, and she witnessed my tremor come on much more quickly than it used to, and I now ‘shuffle’ when I turn or have to step backwards, and I get stuck on the spot.
My diagnosis has now been changed to OT ‘Plus’, which is ‘plus’ Parkinsonism. How ironic that I used to work with Parkinson’s disease! Work wise, I really struggled with the ward rounds in the hospital because they required standing for 2-4 hours, and afterwards I would be absolutely exhausted! I carried my OT ID card with me behind my staff ID, and used to sit down wherever possible. Before OT I had never noticed what a distinct lack of chairs there are in hospitals! I also put my swimming metronome on my lanyard, which I would use to cue me on the stairs – otherwise I get stuck at the top!
Assisting in surgery was a tricky six-week placement. I tended to attend theatre for 3-4 hours in the morning, and then spend the afternoon on the surgical decisions unit so that I could sit down. I enjoyed theatre but I’m so relieved that I never have to do it again!
Medication-wise I’ve had an absolute nightmare. The neurologist I saw made several recommendations for medications for me to try. I saw three different doctors at my practice and none of them would prescribe the recommendations. I can only assume this is because of my age, the side-affects associated with these medications, the dangers of long-term use, and the need for increased doses over time. I am relieved to report that at my follow-up neurology appointment this year she filled in an outpatient medication request form which I handed in to my doctors surgery, and the medication has now been added to my repeat prescription.
My plan when I qualify in August is to start working in general practice, where I can spend most of the day sitting at a desk. This new career will be a much better long-term path for me, and although getting to this point with OT (and numerous falls along the way), I’m excited about the future! I also hope that because I have OT, I can really empathise with my patients and the challenges that they face on a daily basis. For example, at the age of 32 I have to sit down to get dressed, and I can no longer have a bath because I get stuck! I also take very short showers because I can’t stand that long, and I have to pace my daily activities so that I don’t get too tired.
OT has also made me really evaluate my life; I worry about having children because I’m worried that I won’t cope. I’d like to travel to America and Australia which I should try to do sooner rather than later. But most of all, it has made me grateful for all the things I’ve already done in my life, and how making the decision to change carer was the right one at the right time, and I cannot wait to start working in general practice and help others.
Susan and Patricia
“The friendship throughout this group is such a lift at times.”
Susan
“The support that our group gives us is invaluable, I will always be grateful for finding them, knowing that there are people who understand what you are going through and what you are talking about removes the isolation that O.T. produces.”
Patricia
Jackie H and Jackie C
“My POT started in 1986 when I felt a slight wobbly feeling whilst waiting for our son to return from an Air Scouts trip. I had to go and sit down. I had no more wobbles for a few months but then very gradually, the urgency to sit down became more intense over the years.
I was diagnosed by Dr. Peter Bain in Charing Cross hospital in London in about 2010 and this was verified by a doctor at Addenbrooke hospital a few months later. Since then the progression of the symptoms has been slow but in the last few years it has got a lot worse to the point now where I can no longer stand to do anything, without holding onto something and housework is almost impossible. I have been referred back to my neurologist as I had a second fall in the garden. I had no bad injuries luckily; just a scraped elbow and possible bruising to my hip/back which is causing sciatic pain. I’ve also been referred to a movement disorder specialist and in addition, I am having a Dexa scan on my back on the 1st August 2022, which may be affecting my walking ability. I take 2 Clonazepam 3 times a day for my leg tremors. We try to keep smiling though and stay positive.”
Jackie H
“It has and still is a difficult journey but we all know that so here is something to make you smile. Every Christmas I used to visit the family grave but the last time I fell prostate over the grave looking as if I was grief stricken. I managed somehow to get myself to a sitting position and then shuffle on my bottom to the nearest headstone and managed to pull myself to a standing position holding onto the headstone. It was nearly closing time and there was nobody around then I spotted a lady walking her dog I waved frantically and she cheerily waved back thinking I was being friendly! Eventually she realised I was in trouble and came and helped me to my car at that stage I could manage with a walking stick now I have a walker and a wheelchair.”
Jacky C
Patricia D
From previous journeys I discovered booking assistance through the airports is either a brilliant service or a very restricting one. I therefore decided to purchase a foldable walking seat which tucks easily under my arm and I find it gets me through the queues in a fairly normal way. Sometimes just carrying it is enough to save any anxiety, knowing that a rest is to hand if and when needed.
The comments and looks I receive whilst using this chair is a story on its own but I really wanted to tell you about my travel experience in two different airports.
In the Spanish departure lounge a long queue was waiting to actually board the plane, I was wearing my sunflower lanyard and happily using my foldable seat. An airport attendant approached me and asked if I needed special assistance. I smiled and explained that as long as I had my seat I was happy to wait in the queue. “Are you sure?” She replied, offering me a chaperone past the queue. I was happy to wait my turn.
She then disappeared but within two minutes she was back saying please come with me, I’m going to take you straight through to the passport check desk and onto the boarding corridor. Wow! Impressed or what….and my husband was allowed with me too.
We landed at the UK airport and the queue through passport control was rather slow even when an attendant allowed myself and my husband to join the queue avoiding the standing booths. I don’t know why I was behind everyone else, but hey ho, out came my folding seat again to save the day.
A young assistant was observing the queues, pointing people in the right direction and as I drew level with her she looked down at me and said “I could do with something like that.” I asked her how long she had to stand and she said it was a 12 hour shift and could do with a seat now and again. I smiled and informed her where I had bought the seat. “Oh, I don’t think I’ll be buying one of those, I’d look a bit silly on that!” She replied.
I turned with a grimace to look at my husband who was looking back at me biting his lower lip. “Just don’t go there” he said and we laughed it off.
Patricia D
Cynthia
A video of my shaking legs a few years back: https://youtu.be/qphV62ZAWZw
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Martin W
“I have had OT for 39 years, it was identified at the old JR in Oxford about 30 years ago and they were very excited about it! It is only now I have deteriorated quite a bit and resorted to using a walking stick after pressure from my family!”
Cynthia M